The Ballard Of The Boy

I know you still want to have me and hold me,

But Jamie it just don't feel right.

I don't want what you have to give me anymore.

Because I have what I want now, and it isn't you.

I don't mean to be cruel and tight,

But Jamie it just don't feel right.

But I'm tired and it feels so different to be liked

By someone who wants you and doesn't need you,

Because you will always need me in primary

To ever wanting anything.

I know you want to fuck and get up close,

But I'm to shy, to lie to you, from finger tip to toe

My flesh, is not as easy as my lips.

I will always know you in some capacity

Because you are my boy and always my friend and close to me.

But this break is like picking itching stitching, with a knife.

I love you Jamie, but it just don't feel right.