I am jealous of a girl he wants to play with. Who he has played with. Who he made me play with when I didn't want to. Who he made me cry over.
No. I made me cry...
I am riddled with anxiety and venom. I don't want to lose him, I'm afraid I will. I'm stupid and I'm scared.
Monday, 16 January 2012
A week in Devon
He gives me an enema in the bath tub. I have never felt so bloated and in pain. I gag and burst into tears. He sits and watches me bent double and tells me to hold. I spend the next few hours expelling pints of liquid in painful discomfort.
My little puckered hole is sore and so he decides to stretch it. He plugs me with our new bulbous glass toy. It is agony. I've been pushing back hard, taking it and hurting myself.
Once I'm plugged he seems so satisfied and fucks me until I come.
He removes my plug and shoves his cock into my arse. I am whimpering and then he releases inside me. Urine. So warm. My brain blisters in confusion. He pulls out and tells me to hold. I hold perfectly and stretch out onto my belly. I'm breathing hard "I feel perfect". He smiles at me "Good girl. You are."
He motions for me to suck him which I do while holding still so tight. I gag and clench and whimper for five long minutes before I start to beg to expel. "You may", he finally says. Once I am empty he begins to fuck me in the arse again. He purrs as I have tightened up nicely and draws an orgasm from me. I spurt a little and make a mess and I'm mortified and suffering but as high as a kite.
We clean up and he cuddles me close. "My girl, you can make me cum in the morning. Let's go to sleep now. You've been perfect".
My little puckered hole is sore and so he decides to stretch it. He plugs me with our new bulbous glass toy. It is agony. I've been pushing back hard, taking it and hurting myself.
Once I'm plugged he seems so satisfied and fucks me until I come.
He removes my plug and shoves his cock into my arse. I am whimpering and then he releases inside me. Urine. So warm. My brain blisters in confusion. He pulls out and tells me to hold. I hold perfectly and stretch out onto my belly. I'm breathing hard "I feel perfect". He smiles at me "Good girl. You are."
He motions for me to suck him which I do while holding still so tight. I gag and clench and whimper for five long minutes before I start to beg to expel. "You may", he finally says. Once I am empty he begins to fuck me in the arse again. He purrs as I have tightened up nicely and draws an orgasm from me. I spurt a little and make a mess and I'm mortified and suffering but as high as a kite.
We clean up and he cuddles me close. "My girl, you can make me cum in the morning. Let's go to sleep now. You've been perfect".
Playing with Liz
I'm spanking her arse with a skinny wooden paddle in between sessions of fisting her cunt and tweaking her nipples. He gets his kicks by zapping her and tawsing her flesh and probing his finger into her tender little hole.
She writhes and whimpers for most of the night. We kiss and the sofa and talk into each others lips about her suffering and worthlessness.
He makes her crouch on the floor and piss into a glass. I pick up the glass and drink up her yellow while she watches me in awe and disgust.
Later that night we come to bed and she fingers me to an exquisite orgasm. I squirt fluid all over her face and chest.
Her company is a pleasure, her submission is a treat, our skinny little pain pig suffers so beautifully.
She writhes and whimpers for most of the night. We kiss and the sofa and talk into each others lips about her suffering and worthlessness.
He makes her crouch on the floor and piss into a glass. I pick up the glass and drink up her yellow while she watches me in awe and disgust.
Later that night we come to bed and she fingers me to an exquisite orgasm. I squirt fluid all over her face and chest.
Her company is a pleasure, her submission is a treat, our skinny little pain pig suffers so beautifully.
Thursday, 5 January 2012
Human urinal
I am sitting on the toilet having just emptied my bladder. He is standing close in front of me. His cock is at face height. I slide it's softness into my mouth and begin to feel his arousal almost instantly. I purr and gag and then I start to feel a gentle trickle of urine come onto my tongue. Sweet water.. I scrunch up my nose and let him fill my mouth with piss before I swallow. I keep gulping again and again but he does not stop and I can't breath. I'm sucking air through my nose and choking now. I scratch his thigh frantically trying to get him to stem the flow. I need to breath. Please! I gasp and open my mouth.
He pisses all over my face and breasts.
He soaks my slip of a dress. I dip my tongue and lips into the flow, as urine trickles down onto my open thighs. He pauses "Finish it". I put his cock back in my mouth and suck out the last gulps and drops breathing heavily. His urine dries against me quickly and I start to itch. My make up is smeared and I'm gasping and used and happy. I place the cup of my dress into my mouth and suck his piss out of the fibres of the material. I take a deep snort of the smell in the air and rub my feet into the pool of damp human warmth on the floor. I moan softly and look at him with lolled eyes, covered in his debris. Redundant fluid he no longer needs, becomes stagnant on my skin. I am a urinal, a receptacle, a very lucky girl.
He pisses all over my face and breasts.
He soaks my slip of a dress. I dip my tongue and lips into the flow, as urine trickles down onto my open thighs. He pauses "Finish it". I put his cock back in my mouth and suck out the last gulps and drops breathing heavily. His urine dries against me quickly and I start to itch. My make up is smeared and I'm gasping and used and happy. I place the cup of my dress into my mouth and suck his piss out of the fibres of the material. I take a deep snort of the smell in the air and rub my feet into the pool of damp human warmth on the floor. I moan softly and look at him with lolled eyes, covered in his debris. Redundant fluid he no longer needs, becomes stagnant on my skin. I am a urinal, a receptacle, a very lucky girl.
fifteen small words
"Oh, fuck. Yes". His fluid coats my anal cavity. It's been this way all afternoon.
After
After the club were standing outside waiting for a cab to pull up. I hold him close and speak in his ear "Please put your hand between my legs. I'm so wet". He exhales smoke from his lit cigarette and yanks up my dress. I feel the cold air hit my warm hips. He jams his fingers up into my cunt and makes a satisfied "Mmm" as he rubs them around. He pulls his hand back and I take it in my mouth and suck his fingers. I purr and tell him how much I like this taste of another man's smell on his hands. He smiles at me "you filthy slut" and hits me hard across the face.
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
A trying man
His skin is so dark and his lips are fat. He's got the marks of scars on his face, that looks something like it's been chiseled from hard wood or cut from mud. He's taking off my dress and I'm on my knees in front of him. He spits on me and licks my cunt. He tells me that I've got a "smooth sweet pussy" in his thick Caribbean drawl. He holds my waist and pumps into me hard. I can feel the muscles in his legs contracting as he thrusts. He grips my waist tightly with his big rough hands and fucks hard. He leans over me and he's got a tattoo on his arm, a cross, a name, a face of the virgin Madonna. He smacks my arse and pinches the skin and I feel his sweat drip onto my back. He's a trying man, he's a good fuck.
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