Lewis

Maybe nothing means anything in bed any more. I am spending my time in pursuit of a balance I cant find.

I just want to come. 

You smelt so good as I nuzzled into your chest. You said “I don’t want to get attached”.

Because nobody ever does. 

Flat white

Your kisses feel like flat ash on my lips and I an numbed below my hips but thankfully wet. A handy body which betrays an empty heart. You can barely last a minute and I can feel the tension in your body, it makes me feel a little queesy and uneasy. Just come and make it over. Masturbate me and let me leave. Make it easy to ignore you.

Shy Blonde

Its like nurturing first shoots. Breathing life into an unused room. Caricature sex, where I make porn star noises so you know that youre doing it right - to be fair you are. Let yourself go. Lose yourself in me kindess and my tranquil determination to get at getting off. Work for me, work on me and learn to better be.

Christopher is an enthusiatic student. He continues to make steady progress.

The young one - staging

Oh baby I did miss you. Kissing, caressing, running your hands around me. 

Silence - “What are you thinking?” 

“Im just looking at you”.

You have always eaten with a wild hunger. Still starving. God its good. And your cock is still thick and big. 

You’re hair has grown, your shoulders have broadened. 

Breath - “I fucking love your body”.

And I still love you fucking it.