Saturday, 27 April 2019

The doorman

A quick dirty, meaty lay - you are just so hard all the time.
I wish that I found you more attractive than I do.
My interest nowadays is mostly just an endless void.
Empty heart. Empty mind.

Monday, 15 April 2019

Sailor

I had not dreamt of you for such a long time, but I did last night. 

The sex still haunts me. It has never been better that what it was with you. 

You only ever gave me just enough. Just enough to keep me. I allowed myself a sickening freedom, to love you, when it was clear you were not able to be loved. 

You are still so beautiful, so vivid in my mind. Such a poisonous vision. 

Farmboy in under 15

Semi soft dick. Puppy dog enthusiasm. Im never going to text you back.